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Mar. 22nd, 2012

Gen: I tell you what mine authors say...


[sticky post] Cherie’s Fanfiction Masterlist of Doom

Real Person Fic: CW

Stories are listed chronologically by when I wrote them. In other words, the lower a story is in its section, the better the chance is it will be very, very bad. Just in the interest of full disclosure.

SupernaturalCollapse )

Real Person Fic: CWCollapse )

CrossoversCollapse )


The Bible
Harry Potter
Kiss of the Spider Woman
Les Miserables
The Lord of the Rings
The Painted Veil
The Phantom of the Opera
The Picture of Dorian Gray
Star Trek
Real Person Fic: Football

Nov. 4th, 2017

J2: Dragqueen!Jared has a fan.


Real Person Fic - CW: Mother, May I? [Anita!Verse Timestamp]

Title: Mother, May I?
Fandom: Real Person Fic: CW
Characters/Pairings: Jared (Jay)/Jensen
Rating: NC-17 for explicit sexual content (barebacking, impreg kink, sex toys), discussions of past self-destructive behavior including unsafe sex and recreational drug use. This verse deals with gender fluidity and the porn in this installment is M/F.
Word Count: 7,637
Author’s Note: This was supposed to be a birthday present to myself, so of course it's a month late. Also a birthday present for BockVer…so I made her beta it. I'm not sure why I'm like this, but yay more Anita fic! Be kind to it. Jared didn't really start making the "losechester" joke until after the show ended in this verse, but I decided he did because this verse exists in a better world where Joe Biden is President, anyway.
Summary: Jensen's been wanting to ditch the condoms for a few months now, but every time he tries to broach the subject, she shrugs it off. He's not sure why. It doesn't seem worth it to push.


Mother, May I?Collapse )

Oct. 15th, 2017

J2: They look so young and rich.


Leverage: Like a Map of a Place You've Never Been [Art]

Title: Cover art for the Like a Map of a Place You've Never Been podfic read by analise010
Fandom: Leverage
Characters/Pairings: Alec Hardison/Parker/Eliot Spencer
Rating: G. Podfic is NC-17.
Type: Digital Art
Original Fic Link: Like a Map of a Place You've Never Been by bydaybreak
Author’s Note: I created this cover for the 2017 podficbigbang. I got to work with the lovely analise010, who in addition to recording a great story with wonderful energy and a lovely flair for characters also had some really great ideas about how to incorporate the story into the art. It was her idea to play on Eliot's angsty outsider POV throughout the fic by showing Parker and Hardison in color while he's living in black and white. I also tried to then work that idea into the lettering by having the splashes of teal popping out after the white. And then I wanted to capture the way that his life bursts into color when he's with them. I think my favorite thing about making this art was just that I got to indulge my obsession with HGTV--the story is set in a fancy planned community, so I looked for the sort of stereotypical "ideal" kitchen and living spaces and then put the characters into those. I'm actually really happy with how the manips turned out (though I know the bottom panel is a little pixelated). Anyway, I hope you like the art and PLEASE listen to the wonderful podfic that inspired it! I have long been a podfic lover and really felt like I was getting away with something by getting a "sneak peek" into this one. Also, a big thank you to my friend eosrose for modding the challenge (er, and sending me claiming date reminders on Twitter XD).

Summary: He knows it’d be so fucking easy, if he’d let himself. Because he’s easy for them, has been since that first job, since the day he hauled Hardison’s ass out of a building about to explode. It’d be so easy.

So he won’t.

Aug. 20th, 2017

Gen: What is more Bill.


The Adventure Zone: Summer Looks [Art]

Title: Summer Looks
Fandom: The Adventure Zone (Podcast)
Characters/Pairings: Taako Tacco, Magnus Burnsides, Merle Highchurch
Rating: G
Type: Digital Art
Author’s Note: I don't expect anyone to actually look at this, but I wanted to have it preserved somewhere, because I worked very hard on it. Bockver challenged me to fancast our latest obsession, The Adventure Zone, and I decided to try making a manip to see how well my fancasting worked.
Summary: Inspired by the COOL LOOKS FOR HOT SUMMER DAYS scene in Episode 41: The Eleventh Hour - Chapter One.

FULL MANIPCollapse )

Jul. 14th, 2017

J2: Angsty pining boyfriends.


Real Person Fic - CW: Shipwreck Between Your Ribs [Part 4/4]

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And for the first time, I understand that I will never know how to apologize for being one of them.Collapse )
J2: Just look at the size of you.


Real Person Fic - CW: Shipwreck Between Your Ribs [Part 3/4]

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There is a shipwreck between your ribs. You are a box with fragile written on it, and so many people have not handled you with care.Collapse )

SPN: This is my life.


Real Person Fic - CW: Shipwreck Between Your Ribs [Part 2/4]

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There are people who cannot be held quietly. There are screams that are never externalized.Collapse )

J2: They look so young and rich.


Real Person Fic - CW: Shipwreck Between Your Ribs [Part 1/4]


There is a shipwreck between your ribs and it took eighteen years for me to understand how to understand your kind of drowning.Collapse )

SPN: This is my life.


Real Person Fic - CW: Shipwreck Between Your Ribs [Masterpost]

Title: Shipwreck Between Your Ribs
Fandom: Real Person Fic: CW
Characters/Pairings: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17 for explicit sexual content, mental illness (supernaturally induced depression, suicidal ideation). Consent issues typical of selkie tales are not present between the main pairing but are discussed.
Word Count: 40,913
Author’s Note: This, at long last, is my 2017 spn_j2_bigbang. This fic has been a work in progress since I first began writing it as a birthday present for deirdre_c in—I kid you not—2012. Initially inspired by this video of a seal making friends with a beachgoer, I mashed together a bunch of different selkie tales/myths to make this story work and am sorry if you have one headcanon about them and I made a mess of it. According to my research, the Dallas Zoo does not have a seal exhibit. If you have been there and are upset by this inaccuracy, I raise you: a guy who turns into a fucking seal, just let me have this.

Many thanks are in order: to my two betas, riyku and blackrabbit42, fabulous, generous souls who looked over this monster with so little time that I had to send updates as I went. wendy, for all you do running this monster of a challenge every year; the fandom is millions of words richer in amazing stories because of you. Also, thanks for putting up with me, I know that is not an easy thing. Finally, the greatest thanks to my darling artist cassiopeia7. I loved being spaztacular with you, despite the fact that every single one of my email accounts was out to get you. As usual, you dove into my shoddy draft and somehow pulled marvels out of it. Folks, you’re gonna wanna see this art. I really hope you enjoy my “sporty ode” now that it is finally complete. ;)

Dei, I do not know if you are reading this, but if you are, I hope you love it so much. I decided to write this story for you all those years ago because I know you love beaches and it kind of made me think of your Little Mermaid fic only hopefully they are not so similar that it is not enjoyable to read! I miss you in my daily life because you are one of the brightest spots in fandom. Also, an ‘I told you so’ because SEE I PROMISED I WOULD GET YOUR BIRTHDAY FIC DONE SOMEDAY. It’s even on time(ish) for your birthday. Which I totally did on purpose. I even shoved Daveed in, just for you. My beta was like, “Who is this guy why is he the only non CW-RPF person in this entire story?” and I yodeled “FOR DEEEEIII” to the sky.

Summary: AU: All Jensen wanted was a nice month at the beach. What he got was an over-affectionate seal that happens to turn into a hot guy when no one else is around. Jared makes Jensen’s summer better than he ever could have expected, but when his vacation is up and he has to return to the real world, Jensen finds that he's fallen in love with someone who can only truly love the ocean.




Feb. 28th, 2017

J2: You are you are the love of my life.


Real Person Fic - CW: Forever and a Day

Title: Forever and a Day
Fandom: Real Person Fic: CW
Characters/Pairings: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R for sexual content, heavy gore and violence, dark!boys, character death (not J2)
Word Count: 10,234
Author’s Note: About a year and a half ago, I failed to write this for the spnopera challenge, where I claimed Faust. In doing so, I let down the wonderful artist who did NOT fail in creating amazing art for this story, amberdreams. Although I fear it is too little too late, I wanted to make that up to her. Seriously, look at what she drew. MURDER SPOUSES!!!! I hope you all enjoy this story, which is as much if not more-so inspired by the Hannibal television series finale (mostly in the last scene) as it was by Faust. I’m not sure creepy is a genre I excel in, but I wanted to try. A million thanks to oddishly, who read over this and offered helpful suggestions, most of which I was too lazy or pressed for time to take, but who at least did the great service of slightly reassuring me that this fic was not as bad as I thought.

Summary: AU: Jared lives almost 100 years as a pious man before the demon Mishatopheles appears with a deal to give him back the youth he wasted in exchange for his soul. For centuries, Jared is content to spread chaos in service to his master, until he meets Jensen, whose innocent exterior cloaks a darkness Jared can’t resist.


Fate links thee to me forever and a day.Collapse )

Jan. 31st, 2017



Eyewitness: Wildwood

Title: Wildwood
Fandom: Eyewitness
Characters/Pairings: Philip/Lukas
Rating: NC-17 for explicit sexual content (barebacking). Warnings for past trauma and hints of PTSD.
Word Count: 11,641
Author’s Note: Notes on AO3.


Summary: It's Lukas's birthday, so Philip hesitantly agrees to join him for a weekend on the Jersey Shore. Attempts to get him in the water are met with varying degrees of success.

You're staring at the sun. You're standing in the sea. Your mouth is open wide. You're trying hard to breath. The water's at your neck. There's lightning in your teeth. Your body's over me.Collapse )

The End.

Jan. 8th, 2017

Gen: I'm on the pursuit of happiness.


Eyewitness: Origins

Title: Origins
Fandom: Eyewitness
Characters/Pairings: Philip/Lukas
Rating: NC-17 for explicit sexual content between minors
Word Count: 11,382
Author’s Note: Okay, not that I actually expect anyone to read this on LiveJournal, but in the interest of this journal being my fic archive, I am posting it here anyway. This is just a little (*cough*) something I wrote recently for my new fandom, Eyewitness. If you are aboard the Philip/Lukas train and have not yet heard, go check out a_savage_love. Thanks to riyku for the beta. More notes on AO3.
Summary: Technically, it starts in English class.


It really began in the days when the Love Laws were made. The laws that lay down who should be loved, and how. And how much.Collapse )

The End.

Dec. 31st, 2016

J2: Here's looking at you.


Real Person Fic - CW: Falling Into Heaven

Title: Falling Into Heaven
Fandom: Real Person Fic: CW
Characters/Pairings: Jared/Jensen
Rating: PG-13 for language and comedic violence
Word Count: 3,118
Author’s Note: Merry belated spn_j2_xmas to sammythankyou. I am so sorry this was not done on time, but hopefully it will bring you some New Year's cheer! I wrote for your prompt: "Apprentice!demonJ1 (or any creature/whatever? Leviathan, soul-dealer, bionic parts-seller...?) pestering J2 to (sell his soul, loaning it, 'but I knooow that that kneecap needs a replacement' *tries and fails to break it*) in order to get a career boost. Career may or may not get boosted, J1 gets to keep the annoying/clumsy-but-cute J2 anyway." I really hope you like it. Thank you (and I'm sorry) to the lovely mod tebtosca and thank you so much to my last minute life-saver beta, dugindeep. Title from Josh Ritter's Rattling Locks.
Summary: AU: Jensen is an acquisitions demon assigned to get Jared's soul. Problem is, Jared is so clumsy, he might just get himself killed before Jensen has a chance to corrupt him.

I had a dream where I was dying. But it weren't no nightmare, I was peaceful as I fell. And if I was falling into Heaven, Heaven must be hotter than the Bible tells.Collapse )

Oct. 13th, 2016

SPN: Pilot extended...it's on *my* DVD.


Supernatural: Do Androids Dream? [Part 2/2]

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I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate. All those moments will be lost in time like tears in rain. Time to die.Collapse )
SPN: Sam's problems are > mine.


Supernatural: Do Androids Dream? [Part 1/2]

Title: Do Androids Dream?
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters/Pairings: Sam/Dean, attempted Sam/Ruby, past Sam/Jess, background Casey/Gil, Anna/Castiel, and Henriksen/Bela
Rating: NC-17 for explicit sexual content, violence, alcohol use, and language
Word Count: 16,398
Author’s Note: Written for spn_cinema where my prompt was Blade Runner. With many thanks to the mods both for running this awesome challenge and for allowing me to adopt a slightly later posting date. Thanks are also in order for riyku & BockVer, my two darlings who volunteered to beta THIS MORNING and got it back to me so fast and with so much useful input. Seriously, you guys should have seen the mess draft I sent them, especially the last scene. THEY SAVED THE DAY. But by far my most dramatic thanks (and apologies) are for blythechild who claimed this story for robotbigbang in 2013 (yes, the 2013 that happened three years ago) and did AMAZING BEAUTIFUL ART for a story that never came to be UNTIL TODAY! THIS IS THE SOMEDAY I PROMISED YOU THREE YEARS AGO WHEN I WAS LIKE, "OH MY GOD I TOTALLY PROMISE I WILL FINISH IT, THO!!" The lesson is to never give up on your flaky asshole friends because they might eventually unfuck themselves. ANNNYYWAY, thanks to the wonderful Blythe for responding with kindness and enthusiasm when I reached out this morning about whether I could still use her art with my story THREE YEARS LATE, because she would have been well within her rights to tell me to buzz off but INSTEAD I HAVE THIS BEAUTIFUL ART. As a warning, the art contains a big, big spoiler for the story! You should DEFINITELY LOOK AT THIS ART, but probably read the story first (unless you don't want to read the story, in which case you should nonetheless oogle the art).

Summary: AU: Sam has been training to be a blade runner most of his life, ever since a group of rogue replicants killed his mother in an attempt to kidnap him as a baby. Now he's one of the top officers in the L.A. Police Department's Blade Running Unit, with a reputation for being ruthless when retiring rebellious androids. Problem is: Sam's never been as comfortable killing replicants as he pretends to be; growing up with Dean as his primary caretaker and a valued member of the family has left Sam with a weak spot for androids that he knows might get him killed one day. Knowing that doesn't stop Sam from loving Dean, or from wishing his replicant was as human as he acts. Now he's on the trail of Azazel, the yellow-eyed android responsible for ruining his life, but the closer he gets to retiring Azazel and putting an end to his days as a blade runner, the more he learns that there might be no turning back for him and Dean. (Loosely based on Blade Runner)




Quite an experience to live in fear, isn't it? That's what it is to be a slave.Collapse )


Jul. 22nd, 2016

J2: Hearts literally in my eyes.


Real Person Fic - CW: Only Flying for a While [Art]

Title: Art for Only Flying for a While by electriclita
Fandom: Real Person Fic: CW
Characters/Pairings: Jared/Jensen
Rating: PG. Fic is NC-17 for explicit sexual content, language, and alcohol abuse/addiction.
Type: Digital and Drawn Art
Author’s Note: This is the art for electriclita's spn_j2_bigbang Only Flying for a While. The fic is in turn heart-warming and fun and heart-breaking, it really showcases the full spectrum of human emotion. Lita was such a joy to work with, wrote a story that would inspire any artist (I actually wanted to do more, but alas, July was crazy) and I only hope I did right by it. Lita--I loved your enthusiasm, both online and in person, and appreciate that you were so warm and encouraging and willing to follow me on all the crazy limbs I went on. <3
Summary: AU: Jared and Jensen have been inseparable since childhood, growing from rascally kids to awkward teenagers to twenty-somethings figuring out their places in the world together. As Jensen's catapulted into the world of fame and fortune after the lucky break of a lifetime, he falls to the bottom of the bottle to cope. When his lifelong relationship with Jared explodes under the pressure, both of them are left picking up pieces of two lives that were never really meant to be separate.


Only Flying for a WhileCollapse )

Jul. 19th, 2016

SPN: Won&#39;t let you fall.


Supernatural: Crawl Space [Art]

Title: Art for Crawl Space by lyryk
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters/Pairings: Sam/Dean, Charlie Bradbury/Lily Baker
Rating: PG. Fic is R for underage non-penetrative sex; references to bondage and praise kink.
Type: Digital Art
Author’s Note: This is the art for lyryk's spn_j2_bigbang Crawl Space. The story is so so good and reading it reminded me what it feels like to read and love pre-series Wincest fic. Seriously, it deserved better art than I could give it, but hopefully I did alright by it. I claimed it for weecest reasons and was not disappointed—plus, I think you’ll like the twist at the end on the delicious Stanford angst. READ THE THING!!
Summary: AU (canon divergence). When Sam is sixteen, John discovers that his son might have demon blood in him. While John and Bobby go looking for answers, Dean is instructed to keep Sam locked up in Bobby's panic room. When Sam begins to have strangely realistic dreams about a girl named Lily who seems to be trapped in a dark, cramped space, he knows he has to do whatever he can to help her. Convincing Dean that he's really Sam—and not acting under the influence of the demon blood—will, however, not be easy.


Crawl SpaceCollapse )

Apr. 10th, 2016

SPN: Bring Baby back.


Supernatural: Tabula Rasa

Title: Tabula Rasa
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters/Pairings: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17 for explicit sexual content and character death
Word Count: 1,849
Author’s Note: Written for salt_burn_porn for rivkat's prompt "where are you going with that thing?
Summary: Sam and Dean find each other in The Empty.

Maybe there's a God above but all I've ever learned from love was how to shoot somebody who outdrew ya. And it's not a cry that you hear at night. It's not somebody who's seen the light. It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah.Collapse )

Apr. 9th, 2016

SPN: This is my life.


Real Person Fic - CW: Homeward Bound

Title: Homeward Bound
Fandom: Real Person Fic: CW
Characters/Pairings: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17 for explicit sexual content including (consensual) bestiality
Word Count: 4,873
Author’s Note: Written for the Spring 2016 round of spn_masquerade for the prompt: Where one of the boys is the dog and the other one tries to restrain himself, but he's always wanted to get fucked by a dog. Maybe J1 cursed into being a dog and he changes back at the end, or he's a weredog who approaches J2 in dog form because he can smell that J2 gets aroused around dogs? If not from the dog's POV, I'd like some kind of indication that the dog knows what is going on and likes it a whole lot.
Summary: There's a curse on Jensen's family that forces every second son to be turned into a dog on his 38th birthday. Jensen learns about it the hard way.

While the wolf waits below, hungry and lonely, crying to the moon, 'If only, if only.'Collapse )

Mar. 27th, 2016

SPN: This is my life.


Supernatural: Metamorphosis

Title: Metamorphosis
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters/Pairings: girl!Sam/Dean
Rating: R for sexual content
Word Count: 1,037
Author’s Note: Written for the Spring 2016 round of spn_masquerade for the prompt: One J is transgender just beginning the physical transition, and in a long-term relationship with the other J. Any part of that journey would be great.
Summary: "Five more minutes," she mumbles from inside her cocoon, just like she did when she was a bony thirteen year old boy with acne and racecar pajamas.


Don;t need no songs playing on the radio. Get my truth from your thrift store halo.Collapse )

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